WE WILL NEVER FORGET

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Scranton, Pennsylvania, United States
After experiencing the loss of child and one pregnancy complication after another, my family is now complete. I am the mother of three beautiful children and one angel-Aria, my first punk rock girl. I resigned from a government job to raise my beautiful children. I love to bake and discovered that I have a talent. All cakes are made from scratch using the freshest ingredients possible. No box cakes or just add extract to powder for me.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

Soap Operas, Drama & My Life

I had the misfortune of being sucked into 5 minutes of Days of Our Lives. Can you believe the character Nicole just lost her baby girl? As she cried and said, "my baby was just with me; now she is gone- what am I going to do?" I cringed. I never really liked soaps and at the moment I realized I cannot stand drama; this is my life!! Never a dull moment. I can write the damn story.

I know that pondering would haves and should haves is not productive. However, I am troubled. When I tell the story to professionals, they ask well, did they try to stop your labor and when I respond No, they look at me oddly and stop talking. What does that mean? Would they have tried to stop my labor? If I lived anywhere else, would the doctors have tried to figure out why I was bleeding and fix it? Would my daughter be alive? AND do I really want to know the answer to that question since it is too late now? What do you think?

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