My emotions have been running wild. Aria proved to me that I can be happy. Happy does exist; who would have known? While I was pregnant, life seemed perfect. Everything was falling into place. I can only wonder whether I will ever feel that way again. Time will tell.
I guess I was hoping that March 1, would never come. I don't want to face that day. I dread it!! However, it is quick approaching. With that being said, I am looking forward to getting my Punk Rock Girl Tattoo the first week of March. This will be the most meaningful tatt on my body as it will be in memory of my baby girl. She will be with me forever. [I'll love you forever, I will like you for always, as long as I am living, my baby she will be].
