Despite being pregnant again, I am going to keep this site for Aria.
Sunday, April 19, 2009
Sunday, March 1, 2009
SADNESS
Today is a very bad day, My baby girl should have been born today and I should have been celebrating the miracle of life but instead I sit here with an aching heart. Nothing is the way it was suppose to be.
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
And the countdown begins. . . .
Aria's Memorial
My emotions have been running wild. Aria proved to me that I can be happy. Happy does exist; who would have known? While I was pregnant, life seemed perfect. Everything was falling into place. I can only wonder whether I will ever feel that way again. Time will tell.
I guess I was hoping that March 1, would never come. I don't want to face that day. I dread it!! However, it is quick approaching. With that being said, I am looking forward to getting my Punk Rock Girl Tattoo the first week of March. This will be the most meaningful tatt on my body as it will be in memory of my baby girl. She will be with me forever. [I'll love you forever, I will like you for always, as long as I am living, my baby she will be].
My emotions have been running wild. Aria proved to me that I can be happy. Happy does exist; who would have known? While I was pregnant, life seemed perfect. Everything was falling into place. I can only wonder whether I will ever feel that way again. Time will tell.
I guess I was hoping that March 1, would never come. I don't want to face that day. I dread it!! However, it is quick approaching. With that being said, I am looking forward to getting my Punk Rock Girl Tattoo the first week of March. This will be the most meaningful tatt on my body as it will be in memory of my baby girl. She will be with me forever. [I'll love you forever, I will like you for always, as long as I am living, my baby she will be].
Sunday, January 4, 2009
THERE IS JUST TOO MUCH THAT TIME CANNOT ERASE. . .
My baby shower was suppose to be on January 17, 2009. Poppy and I were not going to call it a baby shower; rather, it was going to be my 33 birthday party since I dislike showers and missed my first one to give birth to my son at 34 weeks.Although Aria is no longer with me, I decided that I would still make something for my precious little girl, which would have been given at my birthday shower. lol As many people who suffer from depression encounter, I have lost the motivation to do things I enjoy. This is an attempt to do something that I like.
Shine OnPlease don't cry
Although I leave you here this night
Where ever I may go how far I don't know
I will always be your light
And if the moon had to runaway
And all the stars didn't wanna play
Don't waste the sun on a rainy day
The wind will soon blow it all away
When the days all seem the same
Don't feel the cold or wind or rain
Everything will be okay
We will meet again one day
~Jet~
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